Pandemic Laughter

Winner, winner, chicken dinner

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Don’t get me wrong

I’m still not hurt over the past hurt, I just don’t think that is something you forget. My heart definitely healed, then it was able to open again. I just didn’t want to leave that with it sounding as if I was still in a bad place.

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Leaving me was okay. People leave me all the time, I’m used to it. What hurts like hell is when you made me feel so damn special yesterday, and then make me feel so unwanted today.
(via itsannaliousbabe)

I do think this was one of the hardest things I went through. Having someone make me feel so wanted, so special to them, the desire for constant communication and attention, then no more attempts at trying to contact me, only replies to my effort. It was obvious all interest faded quickly on the other side after my heart was sparked. Yes, this was a while ago, but I still remember how awful that made me feel.

(Source: falling-apart-broken-promises, via itsnowtimetofly)

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Mugshot Monday.   I keep thinking I feel better,  then I get up to do something and realize I feel like shit.  Not quite as bad as I was,  but still not well as I’d like to be.   So you get to see me playing with filters.   I still don’t know how to filter right.

Mugshot Monday. I keep thinking I feel better, then I get up to do something and realize I feel like shit. Not quite as bad as I was, but still not well as I’d like to be. So you get to see me playing with filters. I still don’t know how to filter right.

Filed under Mugshot Monday Filter All the filters

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Yep,  I’ve done the max dose of both immodium ad and pepto Max in the last 24 hours and really have not had much relief.   

I’m at the minor med,  minute clinic,  or doc in the box right now (BF made sure I got there).  But for me not to get points against me,  I have to be hospitalized for more than a day.   I’ll get two points today,  because it’s a weekend day.   And the points follow you for two years.

Yep, I’ve done the max dose of both immodium ad and pepto Max in the last 24 hours and really have not had much relief.

I’m at the minor med, minute clinic, or doc in the box right now (BF made sure I got there). But for me not to get points against me, I have to be hospitalized for more than a day. I’ll get two points today, because it’s a weekend day. And the points follow you for two years.

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Almost twenty four hours

Of my belly making sure everything exits quickly, plus cramping, plus fever. And I’m supposed to work tonight. But I can’t afford the points they will give me for calling in, but I can’t imagine being able to stand all night through a shift tonight. I also have not had anything stay in my body, so I’m weak, cramping, hurting, and I’m hating my job’s policy right now.

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Breakfast on bed…. Yes,  auto correct… This time you are technically correct.   Technically the breakfast is not in bed.   But still,  breakfast in bed…… That’s a great way to end a really shitty shift.  (and the leg and foot massage earlier was up on the list as well)

Breakfast on bed…. Yes, auto correct… This time you are technically correct. Technically the breakfast is not in bed. But still, breakfast in bed…… That’s a great way to end a really shitty shift. (and the leg and foot massage earlier was up on the list as well)

Filed under breakfast in bed Lucky girl

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After work

I swung by BF’s mom’s place where him and his daughter are hanging. He let me clean up, rest in a bed, and he’s cooking me an omelet for breakfast in bed. I didn’t think I was that hungry, until the smell of him cooking traveled down the hallway.

I had a shitty night at work and having a hard time liking generalized people and know I have finally been burnt by the frequent flying dopeheads of the system. That’s right over one year for anyone who was taking bets.

Now to remember what I do makes some sort of difference to someone. I truly hate being made to feel I’m just there to help your high. It might really be time for me to try another nursing field.

Good food is on its way. Just in time, because the smell is making my belly growl.